Update and Important Appointment with Therapist

Fist I'd like to give an update as to what I've done recently.

1 Perfume

2 Bellydancing

3 Acceptance

4 Hormones?

5 Future

1 Perfume:

   Okay this past week I finally decided to buy my first perfume. It has done wonders for me. I can't explain the mental effects, but it has calmed me down a little bit. I bought Brittney Spears Radience from Walmart. It has a great scent, not too strong, and not all flowery, but obviously feminine. I have already started to wear it regularly.

2. Belly Dancing

   I love Belly Dancing. I have learned to stretch muscles that I didn't know were capable of stretching. I even used muscles that I didn't know I had. The class is wonderful for me. The girls are very accepting of my feminine figure. I wore yoga pants and a skin-tight, spandex, shirt that outlined my figure, and no one payed notice. I found out that they want me to be in a performance this December. I don't know what the costume will be, but I can't wait!

   I have started going to a yoga class as well. I had the most amazing workout Monday! The instructor was excellent in her teaching, and I learned some really good stretches.

3. Acceptance

   I have been accepted everywhere I've gone. I normally paint my thumbnails everyday to match my outfit. A lot of my classmates have given nice comments about it. One day I was wearing green and blue, so I painted my nails alternating green and blue. No one seemed to care really.
   I haven't heard any bad comments, rumers or anything about my figure either. It's obivious that I'm a bit top heavy for a guy, and I wear jeans and pants that are obviously feminine. But no one treats me any different. In fact I think that everyone treats me great because of my super positive attitude, and my smile.

4. Hormones?
   I am really close!!! Lately I've been only using herbal hormones, such as saw palmetto and fenugreek. But that all is going to change really soon. First off, I have finally scheduled an appointment with a therapist. I hope to get permission to start hormones then. I have recently read the standards of care, and have completed all requirements except for the 3 months living as desired sex, my third month will be up 1/4 into the month of October.
   I am really excited to actually begin. My appointment is this coming Tuesday! I have already searched in my area for a endocrinologist and have a few ready to call to schedule an appointment. My feelings are that of a 6 year old child, realizing that Christmas will be in the next morning. Such feelings haven't been felt for a long time.
   I am so glad I didn't give into trying black market hormones. I was so close to ordering, but decided to put my health first. Finding a therapist was actually easy once I searched only.

5. Future

   Ladies shoes/boots - I still am planning on purchasing a pair of ladies shoes. I would like to purchase them locally but am afraid that no one in town carries a size 13-15 in ladies.

   Concealer and makeup - My zits are starting to show up pretty bad. So to take care of them, I thought about purchasing concealer. I also heard that by using moisturizer on your face, it helps keep it clear of zits as well.

   Dress Pants - I am still needing dress pants for Sunday. I have been looking for quite some time, but have yet to find anything suitable. I will probably wait for November and get them then.


What I'm wearing today..
F hot pink shaping boyshorts
F Tan pants
F green socks
M boots
F light blue bra
F black shaping undershirt
F button down black dress shirt
F hoodie

Accessories today:
F perfume
F necklace
F hairband as a bracelet